As soon as she woke up her demeanour had changed. She became alert and business-like， put her clothes on， knotted the scarlet sash about her waist， and began arranging the details of the journey home. It seemed natural to leave this to her. She obviously had a practical cunning which Winston lacked， and she seemed also to have an exhaustive knowledge of the countryside round London， stored away from innumerable community hikes. The route she gave him was quite different from the one by which he had come， and brought him out at a different railway station. “Never go home the same way as you went out，” she said， as though enunciating an important general principle. She would leave first， and Winston was to wait half an hour before following her.
She had named a place where they could meet after work， four evenings hence. It was a street in one of the poorer quarters， where there was an open market which was generally crowded and noisy. She would be hanging about among the stalls， pretending to be in search of shoelaces or sewing-thread. If she judged that the coast was clear she would blow her nose when he approached； otherwise he was to walk past her without recognition. But with luck， in the middle of the crowd， it would be safe to talk for a quarter of an hour and arrange another meeting.
“And now I must go，” she said as soon as he had mastered his instructions. “I’m due back at nineteen-thirty. I’ve got to put in two hours for the Junior Anti-Sex League， handing out leaflets， or something. Isn’t it bloody？ Give me a brush-down， would you？ Have I got any twigs in my hair？ Are you sure？ Then good-bye， my love， good-bye！”
She flung herself into his arms， kissed him almost violently， and a moment later pushed her way through the saplings and disappeared into the wood with very little noise. Even now he had not found out her surname or her address. However， it made no difference， for it was inconceivable that they could ever meet indoors or exchange any kind of written communication.
As it happened， they never went back to the clearing in the wood. During the month of May there was only one further occasion on which they actually succeeded in making love. That was in another hidlng-place known to Julia， the belfry of a ruinous church in an almost-deserted stretch of country where an atomic bomb had fallen thirty years earlier. It was a good hiding-place when once you got there， but the getting there was very dangerous. For the rest they could meet only in the streets， in a different place every evening and never for more than half an hour at a time. In the street it was usually possible to talk， after a fashion. As they drifted down the crowded pavements， not quite abreast and never looking at one another， they carried on a curious， intermittent conversation which flicked on and off like the beams of a lighthouse， suddenly nipped into silence by the approach of a Party uniform or the proximity of a telescreen， then taken up again minutes later in the middle of a sentence， then abruptly cut short as they parted at the agreed spot， then continued almost without introduction on the following day. Julia appeared to be quite used to this kind of conversation， which she called “talking by instalments”. She was also surprisingly adept at speaking without moving her lips. Just once in almost a month of nightly meetings they managed to exchange a kiss. They were passing in silence down a side-street （Julia would never speak when they were away from the main streets） when there was a deafening roar， the earth heaved， and the air darkened， and Winston found himself lying on his side， bruised and terrified. A rocket bomb must have dropped quite near at hand. Suddenly he became aware of Julia’s face a few centimetres from his own， deathly white， as white as chalk. Even her lips were white. She was dead！ He clasped her against him and found that he was kissing a live warm face. But there was some powdery stuff that got in the way of his lips. Both of their faces were thickly coated with plaster.
There were evenings when they reached their rendezvous and then had to walk past one another without a sign， because a patrol had just come round the corner or a helicopter was hovering overhead. Even if it had been less dangerous， it would still have been difficult to find time to meet. Winston’s working week was sixty hours， Julia’s was even longer， and their free days varied according to the pressure of work and did not often coincide. Julia， in any case， seldom had an evening completely free. She spent an astonishing amount of time in attending lectures and demonstrations， distributing literature for the Junior Anti-Sex League， preparing banners for Hate Week， making collections for the savings campaign， and such-like activities. It paid， she said， it was camouflage. If you kept the small rules， you could break the big ones. She even induced Winston to mortgage yet another of his evenings by enrolling himself for the part-time munition work which was done voluntarily by zealous Party members. So， one evening every week， Winston spent four hours of paralysing boredom， screwing together small bits of metal which were probably parts of bomb fuses， in a draughty， ill-lit workshop where the knocking of hammers mingled drearily with the music of the telescreens.
When they met in the church tower the gaps in their fragmentary conversation were filled up. It was a blazing afternoon. The air in the little square chamber above the bells was hot and stagnant， and smelt overpoweringly of pigeon dung. They sat talking for hours on the dusty， twig-littered floor， one or other of them getting up from time to time to cast a glance through the arrowslits and make sure that no one was coming.
