Strange to say, in spite of the general foreboding, nothing of especial moment happened on the Ghost.We ran on to the north and west till we raised the coast of Japan and picked up with the great seal herd.Coming from no man knew where in the illimitable Pacific, it was travelling north on its annual migration to the rookeries of Bering Sea.And north we travelled with it, ravaging and destroying, flinging the naked carcasses to the shark and salting down the skins so that they might later adorn the fair shoulders of the women of the cities.
It was wanton slaughter, and all for woman's sake.No man ate of the seal meat or the oil.After a good day's killing I have seen our decks covered with hides and bodies, slippery with fat and blood, the scuppers running red; masts, ropes, and rails spattered with the sanguinary color;and the men, like butchers plying their trade, naked and red of arm and hand, hard at work with ripping and flensing-knives, removing the skins from the pretty sea-creatures they had killed.
It was my task to tally the pelts as they came aboard from the boats, to oversee the skinning and afterward the cleansing of the decks and bringing things shipshape again.It was not pleasant work.My soul and my stomach revolted at it; and yet, in a way, this handling and directing of many men was good for me.It developed what little executive ability I possessed, and I was aware of a toughening or hardening which I was undergoing and which could not be anything but wholesome for "Sissy" Van Weyden.
One thing I was beginning to feel, and that was that I could never again be quite the same man I had been.While my hope and faith in human life still survived Wolf Larsen's destructive criticism, he had nevertheless been a cause of change in minor matters.He had opened up for me the world of the real, of which I had known practically nothing and from which Ihad always shrunk.I had learned to look more closely at life as it was lived, to recognize that there were such things as facts in the world, to emerge from the realm of mind and idea and to place certain values on the concrete and objective phases of existence.
I saw more of Wolf Larsen than ever when we had gained the grounds.
For when the weather was fair and we were in the midst of the herd, all hands were away in the boats, and left on board were only he and I, and Thomas Mugridge, who did not count.But there was no play about it.The six boats, spreading out fan-wise from the schooner until the first weather boat and the last lee boat were anywhere from ten to twenty miles apart, cruised along a straight course over the sea till nightfall or bad weather drove them in.It was our duty to sail the Ghost well to leeward of the last lee boat, so that all the boats should have fair wind to run for us in case of squalls or threatening weather.
It is no slight matter for two men, particularly when a stiff wind has sprung up, to handle a vessel like the Ghost , steering, keeping lookout for the boats, and setting or taking in sail; so it devolved upon me to learn and learn quickly.Steering I picked up easily, but running aloft to the crosstrees and swinging my whole weight by my arms when Ileft the ratlines and climbed still higher, was more difficult.This, too, I learned, and quickly, for I felt somehow a wild desire to vindicate myself in Wolf Larsen's eyes, to prove my right to live in ways other than of the mind.Nay, the time came when I took joy in the run of the masthead and in the clinging on by my legs at that precarious height while I swept the sea with glasses in search of the boats.
I remember one beautiful day, when the boats left early and the reports of the hunters' guns grew dim and distant and died away as they scattered far and wide over the sea.There was just the faintest wind from the westward;but it breathed its last by the time we managed to get to leeward of the last lee boat.One by one, -- I was at the masthead and saw, -- the six boats disappeared over the bulge of the earth as they followed the seal into the west.We lay, scarcely rolling on the placid sea, unable to follow.
Wolf Larsen was apprehensive.The barometer was down, and the sky to the east did not please him.He studied it with unceasing vigilance.
"If she comes out of there," he said, "hard and snappy, putting us to windward of the boats, it's likely there'll be empty bunks in steerage and fo'c'sle."By eleven o'clock the sea had become glass.By mid-day, though we were well up in the northerly latitudes, the heat was sickening.There was no freshness in the air.It was sultry and oppressive, reminding me of what the old Californians term "earthquake weather." There was something ominous about it, and in intangible ways one was made to feel that the worst was about to come.Slowly the whole eastern sky filled with clouds that overtowered us like some black sierra of the infernal regions.So clearly could one see ca$on, gorge, and precipice, and the shadows that lie therein, that one looked unconsciously for the white surf-line and bellowing caverns where the sea charges on the land.And still we rocked gently, and there was no wind.
"It's no squall," Wolf Larsen said."Old Mother Nature's going to get up on her hind legs and howl for all that's in her, and it'll keep us jumping, Hump, to pull through with half our boats.You'd better run up and loosen the topsails.""But if it is going to howl, and there are only two of us?" asked, a note of protest in my voice.
