"If it's just a whim, he'll get over it.""Why don't you go over to him, Amy?" hazarded the Colonel."There's no reason why you shouldn't live with him in Paris for a year.We'll look after the children.I dare say he'd got stale.Sooner or later he'll be quite ready to come back to London, and no great harm will have been done.""I wouldn't do that," said Mrs.MacAndrew."I'd give him all the rope he wants.He'll come back with his tail between his legs and settle down again quite comfortably." Mrs.MacAndrew looked at her sister coolly."Perhaps you weren't very wise with him sometimes.Men are queer creatures, and one has to know how to manage them."Mrs.MacAndrew shared the common opinion of her *** that a man is always a brute to leave a woman who is attached to him, but that a woman is much to blame if he does.<i Le coeur a ses raisons que la raison ne connait pas.>
Mrs.Strickland looked slowly from one to another of us."He'll never come back," she said.
"Oh, my dear, remember what we've just heard.He's been used to comfort and to having someone to look after him.How long do you think it'll be before he gets tired of a scrubby room in a scrubby hotel? Besides, he hasn't any money. He must come back.""As long as I thought he'd run away with some woman I thought there was a chance.I don't believe that sort of thing ever answers.He'd have got sick to death of her in three months.But if he hasn't gone because he's in love, then it's finished.""Oh, I think that's awfully subtle," said the Colonel, putting into the word all the contempt he felt for a quality so alien to the traditions of his calling."Don't you believe it.He'll come back, and, as Dorothy says, I dare say he'll be none the worse for having had a bit of a fling.""But I don't want him back," she said."Amy!"It was anger that had seized Mrs.Strickland, and her pallor was the pallor of a cold and sudden rage.She spoke quickly now, with little gasps.
"I could have forgiven it if he'd fallen desperately in love with someone and gone off with her.I should have thought that natural.I shouldn't really have blamed him.I should have thought he was led away.Men are so weak, and women are so unscrupulous.But this is different. I hate him.I'll never forgive him now."Colonel MacAndrew and his wife began to talk to her together.They were astonished.They told her she was mad.They could not understand. Mrs.Strickland turned desperately to me.
"Don't <i you> see?" she cried.
"I'm not sure.Do you mean that you could have forgiven him if he'd left you for a woman, but not if he's left you for an idea? You think you're a match for the one, but against the other you're helpless?"Mrs.Strickland gave mt a look in which I read no great friendliness, but did not answer.Perhaps I had struck home.She went on in a low and trembling voice:
"I never knew it was possible to hate anyone as much as I hate him.Do you know, I've been comforting myself by thinking that however longit lasted he'd want me at the end? I knew when he was dying he'd send for me, and I was ready to go; I'd have nursed him like a mother, and at the last I'd have told him that it didn't matter, I'd loved him always, and I forgave him everything."I have always been a little disconcerted by the passion women have for behaving beautifully at the death-bed of those they love.Sometimes it seems as if they grudge the longevity which postpones their chance of an effective scene.
"But now -- now it's finished. I'm as indifferent to him as if he were a stranger. I should like him to die miserable, poor, and starving, without a friend.I hope he'll rot with some loathsome disease.I've done with him."I thought it as well then to say what Strickland had suggested.
"If you want to divorce him, he's quite willing to do whatever is necessary to make it possible.""Why should I give him his *******?"
"I don't think he wants it.He merely thought it might be more convenient to you."Mrs.Strickland shrugged her shoulders impatiently.I think I was a little disappointed in her.I expected then people to be more of a piece than I do now, and I was distressed to find so much vindictiveness in so charming a creature.I did not realise how motley are the qualities that go to make up a human being.Now I am well aware that pettiness and grandeur, malice and charity, hatred and love, can find place side by side in the same human heart.
I wondered if there was anything I could say that would ease the sense of bitter humiliation which at present tormented Mrs.Strickland.I thought I would try.
"You know, I'm not sure that your husband is quite responsible for his actions.I do not think he is himself.He seems to me to be possessed by some power which is using him for its own ends, and in whose hold he is as helpless as a fly in a spider's web.It's as though someone had cast a spell over him.I'm reminded of those strange stories one sometimes hears of another personality entering into a man and driving out the old one.
The soul lives unstably in the body, and is capable of mysterious transformations.In the old days they would say Charles Strickland had a devil."Mrs.MacAndrew smoothed down the lap of her gown, and gold bangles fell over her wrists.
"All that seems to me very far-fetched," she said acidly."I don't deny that perhaps Amy took her husband a little too much for granted.If she hadn't been so busy with her own affairs, I can't believe that she wouldn't have suspected something was the matter.I don't think that Alec could have something on his mind for a year or more without my having a pretty shrewd idea of it."The Colonel stared into vacancy, and I wondered whether anyone could be quite so innocent of guile as he looked.
"But that doesn't prevent the fact that Charles Strickland is a heartless beast."She looked at me severely. "I can tell you why he left his wife -- from pure selfishness and nothing else whatever.""That is certainly the ******st explanation," I said.But I thought it explained nothing.When, saying I was tired, I rose to go, Mrs.Strickland made no attempt to detain me.
