登陆注册
34945000000020

第20章

Oswald (in a choking voice). Ah--! (He gets up and goes to the window.)Mrs. Alving. And then I had the one thought in my mind, day and night, that Regina in fact had as good a right in this house--as my own boy had.

Oswald (turns round suddenly), Regina--?

Regina (gets up and asks in choking tones). I--?

Mrs. Alving. Yes, now you both know it.

Oswald. Regina!

Regina (to herself). So mother was one of that sort too.

Mrs. Alving. Your mother had many good qualities, Regina.

Regina. Yes, but she was one of that sort too, all the same. Ihave even thought so myself, sometimes, but--. Then, if you please, Mrs. Alving, may I have permission to leave at once?

Mrs. Alving. Do you really wish to, Regina?

Regina. Yes, indeed, I certainly wish to.

Mrs. Alving. Of course you shall do as you like, but--Oswald (going up to REGINA). Leave now? This is your home.

Regina. Merci, Mr. Alving--oh, of course I may say Oswald now, but that is not the way I thought it would become allowable.

Mrs. Alving. Regina, I have not been open with you--Regina. No, I can't say you have! If I had known Oswald was ill--And now that there can never be anything serious between us--.

No, I really can't stay here in the country and wear myself out looking after invalids.

Oswald. Not even for the sake of one who has so near a claim on you?

Regina. No, indeed I can't. A poor girl must make some use of her youth, otherwise she may easily land herself out in the cold before she knows where she is. And I have got the joy of life in me too, Mrs. Alving!

Mrs. Alving. Yes, unfortunately; but don't throw yourself away, Regina.

Regina. Oh, what's going to happen will happen. If Oswald takes after his father, it is just as likely I take after my mother, Iexpect.--May I ask, Mrs. Alving, whether Mr. Manders knows this about me?

Mrs. Alving. Mr. Manders knows everything.

Regina (putting on her shawl). Oh, well then, the best thing Ican do is to get away by the boat as soon as I can. Mr. Manders is such a nice gentleman to deal with; and it certainly seems to me that I have just as much right to some of that money as he--as that horrid carpenter.

Mrs. Alving. You are quite welcome to it, Regina.

Regina (looking at her fixedly). You might as well have brought me up like a gentleman's daughter; it would have been more suitable. (Tosses her head.) Oh, well--never mind! (With a bitter glance at the unopened bottle.) I daresay someday I shall be drinking champagne with gentlefolk, after all.

Mrs. Alving. If ever you need a home, Regina, come to me.

Regina. No, thank you, Mrs. Alving. Mr. Manders takes an interest in me, I know. And if things should go very badly with me, I know one house at any rate where I shall feel at home.

Mrs. Alving. Where is that?

Regina. In the "Alving Home."

Mrs. Alving. Regina--I can see quite well--you are going to your ruin!

Regina. Pooh!--goodbye.

(She bows to them and goes out through the hall.)Oswald (standing by the window and looking out). Has she gone?

Mrs. Alving. Yes.

Oswald (muttering to himself). I think it's all wrong.

Mrs. Alving (going up to him from behind and putting her hands on his shoulders). Oswald, my dear boy--has it been a great shock to you?

Oswald (turning his face towards her). All this about father, do you mean?

Mrs. Alving. Yes, about your unhappy father. I am so afraid it may have been too much for you.

Oswald. What makes you think that? Naturally it has taken me entirely by surprise; but, after all, I don't know that it matters much to me.

Mrs. Alving (drawing back her hands). Doesn't matter!--that your father's life was such a terrible failure!

Oswald. Of course I can feel sympathy for him, just as I would for anyone else, but--Mrs. Alving. No more than that! For your own father!

Oswald (impatiently). Father--father! I never knew anything of my father. I don't remember anything else about him except that he once made me sick.

Mrs. Alving. It is dreadful to think of!--But surely a child should feel some affection for his father, whatever happens?

Oswald. When the child has nothing to thank his father for? When he has never known him? Do you really cling to that antiquated superstition--you, who are so broad-minded in other things?

Mrs. Alving. You call it nothing but a superstition!

Oswald. Yes, and you can see that for yourself quite well, mother. It is one of those beliefs that are put into circulation in the world, and--Mrs. Alving. Ghosts of beliefs!

Oswald (walking across the room). Yes, you might call them ghosts.

Mrs. Alving (with an outburst of feeling). Oswald! then you don't love me either!

Oswald. You I know, at any rate--

Mrs. Alving. You know me, yes; but is that all?

Oswald. And I know how fond you are of me, and I ought to be grateful to you for that. Besides, you can be so tremendously useful to me, now that I am ill.

Mrs. Alving. Yes, can't I, Oswald! I could almost bless your illness, as it has driven you home to me. For I see quite well that you are not my very own yet; you must be won.

Oswald (impatiently). Yes, yes, yes; all that is just a way of talking. You must remember I am a sick man, mother. I can't concern myself much with anyone else; I have enough to do, thinking about myself.

Mrs. Alving (gently). I will be very good and patient.

Oswald. And cheerful too, mother!

Mrs. Alving. Yes, my dear boy, you are quite right. (Goes up to him.) Now have I taken away all your remorse and self-reproach?

Oswald. Yes, you have done that. But who will take away the fear?

Mrs. Alving. The fear?

Oswald (crossing the room). Regina would have done it for one kind word.

Mrs. Alving. I don't understand you. What fear do you mean--and what has Regina to do with it?

Oswald. Is it very late, mother?

Mrs. Alving. It is early morning. (Looks out through the conservatory windows.) The dawn is breaking already on the heights. And the sky is clear, Oswald. In a little while you will see the sun.

Oswald. I am glad of that. After all, there may be many things yet for me to be glad of and to live for--Mrs. Alving. I should hope so!

Oswald. Even if I am not able to work--

同类推荐
热门推荐
  • 他是他的城

    他是他的城

    他是阳光,而他是黑暗。他是一名普普通通的高中生,而他是统领整个黑帮的老大。
  • 凡人意识

    凡人意识

    什么是意识?是所有生物都拥有意识,还是人类独有?察觉杀气果断反杀,遭遇GANK提前离开,意识存在万物之间。在不断萎缩的世界反面,少年背负起旧神的灵龛,从灰暗的历史中走了出来,决定带给凡人们新生。
  • 金马刀玉步摇

    金马刀玉步摇

    金,是权贵的象征;玉,是女子的娇俏。马刀,属于雄迈豪放的蒙古勇士;步摇,亦有汉人女子的柔美娇羞。他,是在战场上挥动着金刀杀敌、雄视天下的大元将军;她,则是在阁楼闺房中纤指刺绣、气若美玉的旧朝郡主。直至当她成为了新朝的公主,将军也即将成为驸马之时……“我是将军,可我更是个男人!纵然再没本事,也不会让你为我而死!”
  • The Touchstone

    The Touchstone

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 极品魔法师

    极品魔法师

    在一个武道昌盛,魔法没落的时代,一个名为李凌的天才横空出世,他将颠覆人们对魔法的认知,让魔法焕发出新的生命力。李凌:你说我是武道奇才,应该主修武道?不,我更喜欢魔法。为什么?这还用问,你不觉得魔法更加炫酷更加拉风吗?魔法师没有未来?嗯,那我就创造一个未来!
  • 我的妻子是鬼王

    我的妻子是鬼王

    小杨是一个普普通通的代课老师,却有一个美丽而又能干的妻子肖华,这本已经是一件羡煞旁人的事情,但是肖华却远不只是一个女强人那么简单,在小杨的初恋情人变成厉鬼骚扰小杨的老家时,肖华为了对付厉鬼,显示出不容小觑的法力,这令小杨刮目相看。后来小杨又经历了不少灵异恐怖事件,肖华在处理这些事件中更是显示出她具有把黑白无常牛头马面呼来唤去的权力,这更令小杨感到迷惑不解:自己的妻子究竟是什么人呢?
  • 爱你绝无仅有

    爱你绝无仅有

    “我爱你,绝无仅有的你...”苏白榆记得这是慕非辞高中毕业写在她同学录上的字,于是今天她占为己有并转送给他。
  • 天行

    天行

    号称“北辰骑神”的天才玩家以自创的“牧马冲锋流”战术击败了国服第一弓手北冥雪,被誉为天纵战榜第一骑士的他,却受到小人排挤,最终离开了效力已久的银狐俱乐部。是沉沦,还是再次崛起?恰逢其时,月恒集团第四款游戏“天行”正式上线,虚拟世界再起风云!
  • 让风代替你

    让风代替你

    夏天.和诗学园,在薰衣草的花海中,滴落一感伤的眼泪。夜风儿,一个阳光、活泼的女学生,独自一人时又是另外一面:躺在薰衣草间,与天空中的云对话,诉说自己每天的心事.。凌霄,一个帅气加天才的的男孩儿,在夏日的午后安静的、不经意的邂逅,展开一段浪漫,却忧伤的恋情。几年后,同是薰衣草的夏天,一切都变了。风儿不再,云依然在天空中静静地等待……
  • 孤傲的鷹

    孤傲的鷹

    烈日孤鹰。昔日江湖百名内的杀手。谜团、迷案。牵引出背后总有无尽曲折。路难行。一壶酒、壮士的酒。一柄剑、剑客行。嗜酒如命的人。杀手。北国风光。也会有许许多多的故事。